Mini Break For EUA Surgery

I hope everyone’s as well as possible. How has your week been?

Hospital Holiday : EUA Surgery Impending

It would appear I’m finally off for a Holiday a la Hospital next week, Tues 10th. It’s for a laparoscopy and a few other diagnostic procedures, so they’ll put me under, dig around and see what they can find. The problem is, it’s in London and I’m dreading it, especially the travel; it’ll be long 2am solo bus ride. If this goes well, I’ll be booked in for the ‘big’ op in the future, so that’s the one I can really start to pee my pants in fear about. This upcoming one should, with any luck, be relatively straightforward. Fourth time lucky, as long as it’s not cancelled again.

It’s been quite the palaver getting the pre-op, medical notes, and everything else in order. Apparently, the London hospital have no notes for me whatsoever. I thought the NHS spent billions on a ‘linked up’ system? Clearly it doesn’t work too well…

As I seem to have a lot of things going on right now that I won’t go in to here as that’ll be far too much excitement for one blog post 😉 I just feel very overwhelmed and like I could cry. Of course, when you’ve got a lot to do, it’s typical that more things will eek their way on to your to-do list, and that everything around you will decide it’s time to pack in and call it a daythe water filter, the boiler, the bloody printer.

Anyway, there’s not enough time or energy to do everything that needs to be done in between all the health issues and pain even though I’m trying my best, so I need to step back from the blog world for a few days. From today, you may find I don’t like or comment on many posts and I’m really, really sorry for that. I can feel the anxiety creeping in already at the thought of not keeping up with other bloggers and their posts!

I likely won’t be away for long but the day after I get home from London I have to go at the crack of dawn to Bristol for a different kind of appointment. I will be so very glad to have a day in bed next Saturday snuggled up with a book!

Panic Stations!

Now, how the heck am I going to print all of my notes for Thursday, my hospital appointment letters, or my travel tickets??! Time for last minute printer shopping maybe, if I don’t spontaneously combust before then. Sorry for the whinge, it’s been a bad few weeks after stoma problems, money worries and everything else, it’s all just getting to be a bit too much 😂

I’ll try to update with tales of my vacation on Facebook, Instagram and Twitter. I may leave a Trip Advisor review but I’m taking crisps and cereal bars as you can never be too sure with all inclusive food offerings. I’ll leave the swim suit at home for this one 😉

In the mean time, I hope you all have the best weekend and week ahead as possible. Take good care of yourselves 🌷

Caz  ♥



  1. September 7, 2019 / 4:07 pm

    I know it is overwhelming, deep breaths and you will be home before you know it. Sending lots of hugs your way and looking forward to your return 💚

  2. September 7, 2019 / 4:08 pm

    Sending you positive thoughts for a smooth procedure and recovery…

  3. Naomi
    September 7, 2019 / 4:08 pm

    Fingers crossed! And leave any guilt out of your luggage….

  4. September 7, 2019 / 4:22 pm

    Caz, this is heartbreaking. Forget the blog and social media. It would fine if you drop a post with two words saying. “I’m okay.”
    The only thing that matters is you and your health. We will be here when you get back.
    You are a beautiful soul who needs to get well as soon as you can.
    I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
    Sending you the biggest of Hugs.

    – Drew

  5. September 7, 2019 / 4:29 pm

    You take all the time away you need Caz. I’m so sorry you’re having such a tough time right now. You’re one of the strongest people I know, and I know that you’re going to get through this just as you have everything else – with grace and grit. Praying everything goes smoothly and that some of the pressure you’re feeling is lifted. Sending lots of love your way sweet friend.

  6. September 7, 2019 / 4:29 pm

    Good luck Caz, we’ll all still be here when you get back, don’t worry about getting on line.

  7. September 7, 2019 / 4:56 pm

    Good luck, Caz! Will be thinking happy thoughts!

  8. September 7, 2019 / 4:58 pm

    Good luck with this, Caz. I’ll be thinking about you. I wish you didn’t have to go alone though.
    And ditch that anxiety about other people’s blogs. Your support always means so much, but think about yourself just now.
    Take good care of yourself and rest when you can x

  9. September 7, 2019 / 5:00 pm

    Good luck with this. I hope it’s pain-free, stress-free, and a success!

  10. Ashley
    September 7, 2019 / 5:10 pm

    Oh my, that sounds very overwhelming! I hope things go as smoothly, and take as much time away from blogging as you need. We’ll all be here cheering you on when you get back. ❤️

  11. September 7, 2019 / 5:16 pm

    Everything crossed for you that it goes ahead this time after so much stress. Meanwhile, deep breaths and one thing at a time. Good luck, Caz 🙂 <3

  12. September 7, 2019 / 6:09 pm

    Sending you lots of positivity, every thing will go smoothly… Good luck. Lots of love Anjali

  13. September 7, 2019 / 6:14 pm

    It’s very understandable how things are so overwhelming right now, with tje different things going on in your life. It doesn’t help matters that you have to travel for this op. So do enjoy your bed, when you are home, just sleeping and relaxing where you can.
    As the other bloggers have said themselves, I will be here, along with your other readers, when you are ready to blog again. So don’t worry about the blogging break.

    As for me this week, I got a morning cleaning job of 15 hours. So with this and the other one I already do, I have decent hours for me to take the money worries off. A weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
    Now the money situation is better, means I have now got round to having a fur baby. I adopted a syrian hamster yesterday. I have named her Daisy.

  14. September 7, 2019 / 6:42 pm

    Ah, dear Caz—

    The very best to you. Sending positive energy for smooth procedures and quick healing. You’re a strong woman who’s been through a lot; just remember to breathe deeply and focus on the task at hand.

    You know we’re all in your corner cheering you on. No response needed, for goodness sake!

    All good wishes,

  15. September 7, 2019 / 6:52 pm

    Well done with scheduling a break from blogging when necessary. Excellent self-care! I’ll be thinking of you and sending giggly energy to help keep the fear in check. 💜💜

  16. September 7, 2019 / 7:09 pm

    Good luck with that – I hope they find stuff they can do something to alleviate – that’s the point after all.

  17. Jane
    September 7, 2019 / 7:11 pm

    Best wishes and lots of luck. Hope its not too painful and recovery speedy.

  18. September 7, 2019 / 7:46 pm

    All good wishes and remember, rest and more rest whenever possible-

  19. September 7, 2019 / 7:48 pm

    All good wishes and remember, rest and more rest whenever possible-

  20. September 7, 2019 / 7:54 pm

    Blessings Caz. Stop, breathe, and turn everything around. Envision yourself already after everything, at home and how you will feel when home after everything, and envision yourself thinking wow it all went so smoothly, it went better than what you anticipated.
    This is exactly what I just did, I had a surgery in my bladder on Tuesday, and at first when we scheduled the surgery I was flipping out, and than I remembered everything I know so I started envisioning myself already after the surgery and thinking wow it went better than I had thought, I felt myself happy that the surgery went well and how well I’m doing etc.
    I am in awe of how well I am. The important thing is to remember that what you put out into the universe is exactly what you will get in return, your thoughts and words are like magical magnets. And most important is the feelings, feel yourself happy that it all went so smoothly and well. All blessings to you.

  21. September 7, 2019 / 7:57 pm

    There are shops that offer a printing service, though I guess it depends how much you need to do because I think they charge by the page.
    Easier said than done, but hope you can take a step back from all the things and make a list of those that really have to be done. The other things can wait till you are back.
    I guess not knowing is the hardest – not knowing for sure it’s definitely happening and not knowing how the day will go, but you’ve got this. You have a plan, and in just a few days you’ll be back snuggled up with that book.
    I got anxious too before my op a couple of years ago, so I know it’s real, but I hope you can also find something nice to do in this time beforehand so you can relax a bit and build up your strength.
    I hope it all goes really well and we’ll be here to chat again when you’re ready.
    Take care and be kind to yourself XXX

  22. September 7, 2019 / 9:09 pm

    Hey, I’m here for you, Caz. Been going through some things of my own, so you’re not alone. We’ll hold hands through this cuz I could use a friend, too. ♥️

    If you ever need to talk, or cry… just email me and I’ll give you my phone number. You can call, or text me, anytime… day or night. Not sure if I’ll wake up at night, but you’re sure welcome to try. Really, any hour is totally fine. My dogs, cats, and bunny rabbit won’t mind.


  23. September 7, 2019 / 9:19 pm

    Oh my dear. At least you haven’t lost your sense of humor! If they put you through this a fourth time, I’m booking a ticket to London to kick some doctor-tail 😂 (don’t I wish). Honestly, I wish I could be there to take you and care for you, my dear. Since I can’t, I will be sending you all the calming, healing energy I can muster and hoping for the best outcomes. I’ll be looking for your updates on Twitter, too. I will miss you, but I’m more than happy for you to miss a comment or three while you focus on your needs. Sending you lots of hugs and love! Xx

  24. September 7, 2019 / 10:01 pm

    Sounds as thought that ‘linked-up’ system is missing a few links! Hope it all goes smoothly, Caz 🙂 After reading the BBC’s recent round-up of hospital meals, I can’t blame you for taking snacks along – some of the meals looked gruesome!

  25. September 7, 2019 / 11:21 pm

    Thinking of you and sending good thoughts to your procedures and recovery.

  26. September 8, 2019 / 1:24 am

    Praying for you my friend. Blog, smog we will all still be here when you return. Everyone loves you and will be eagerly awaiting, and understanding. Sending you all the love in the world. You have been heavy on my mind, and always in my prayers 🙂 xoxox Margaret

  27. September 8, 2019 / 1:29 am

    Hope everything goes well. Fingers crossed and no apology.

  28. September 8, 2019 / 7:28 am

    You take all the time you need and I hope everything goes well. Will be thinking of you. And look after yourself xx

  29. September 8, 2019 / 9:13 am

    Good luck with the surgery and don’t worry about keeping up: We all want you to be okay and have as stress free a trip as possible, and it’s totally okay to focus on you 🙂
    Do you have a local library? Ours lets us print stuff for a small charge xx

  30. September 8, 2019 / 11:59 am

    You take care of yourself now, Caz. We will not be going anywhere. Good luck, sending positive thoughts your way.

  31. September 8, 2019 / 12:37 pm

    Best wishes for your operation and hope everything goes well, Caz!

  32. Marilyn Long
    September 8, 2019 / 3:44 pm

    Hi Caz Only just seen your message. Sending oodles of hugs and love for a smooth journey through your trauma. You’ll bounce back ready to fight the cause before you know it. Wish I could be there for you in person but my thoughts will travel with you. Maz X❤️🤗

  33. September 8, 2019 / 6:52 pm

    I’m so sorry you’re having to fact to operations, and I can’t imagine how scared you are! Best wishes for a quick and speedy recovery. Do whatever it takes to give yourself the courage to get through this, and know that your blogging friends are thinking of you and sending good vibes your way. Take as much time as you need, we’ll be here when you get back!

  34. September 8, 2019 / 7:29 pm

    Charlee: “We hope it goes well!”
    Chaplin: “We are sending lots of purrs your way!”
    Lulu: “And I send floofy tail wags!”

  35. September 8, 2019 / 8:45 pm

    Caz, my thoughts are with you and I’m sending hugs and all good things. Take care of yourself and looking forward when all this is behind you. xo

  36. September 8, 2019 / 8:56 pm

    I hope all goes well for you, Caz. Sending lots of love and good wishes your way. xx

  37. September 8, 2019 / 9:47 pm

    Hope it goes well, Caz. Will be thinking about you!!


  38. September 8, 2019 / 11:02 pm

    Oh Caz, you have so much on you right now, take the guilt right off that list. Take care of you, recover, drop by when you can to say are ok, but don’t worry about us, we know you care.
    Wish I could make things easier for you. xoxo

  39. September 8, 2019 / 11:42 pm

    So sorry you’re going through a really tough time recently, Caz. I hope your procedure goes ok & you can manage to get some much needed relaxation during your time away. Take care, & thinking of you xx

  40. Mama Duck
    September 9, 2019 / 12:52 am

    May God bless you through the procedure followed by some much-needed rest. Take care of YOU and take your time returning to everything…it will all still be there!

  41. September 9, 2019 / 3:31 am

    What an ordeal. So sorry, dear Caz. Sending you my very best that it will all be over soon & that everything will work out far better than you hope for. You are kind to keep us posted. We will definitely be here when you get back <3

  42. September 9, 2019 / 3:31 am

    I know things might be a little overwhelming, but your strength will get you through. Do your best to stay positive and you will get positive results. Much love to you my dear friend!

  43. September 9, 2019 / 6:44 am

    Praying for you, dear friend! Take all the time yo need to take care of you!
    I am hoping so much good for you, Caz!
    I wish I could give you hugs. May you feel God’s embrace through each moment!
    Oh and can you have things printed at a local library??
    When I am crunching time for needing to print legal documents but the one at home is out of ink, it is an option for me here in the states.
    Me and God love you!!

  44. September 9, 2019 / 9:11 am

    It’s not the struggle that defines you but rather how you respond. And the way you respond shows us how brave, an intelligent and inspiring person you are! Take care Caz!! We’re waiting for the new post!!

  45. September 9, 2019 / 2:37 pm

    Sending you warm thoughts and healing hugs Caz. I hope all goes well and you can enjoy a good rest too… xx

  46. September 9, 2019 / 3:49 pm

    Oh my goodness Caz, sending you so much love and good luck vibes for tomorrow. It sounds so full-on, I really hope that everything goes smoothly for you and you take as much time as you need to recuperate and feel so much better. Thinking of you lovey xxx

  47. September 9, 2019 / 8:18 pm

    Take a break and handle as much, not too much as you can. Screw the rest. I, We, wish things go AS planned this time. 😷
    Changes are a bitch. We will be here, with the light on… 😘 waiting for your return.
    Be very Well Caz.

  48. September 10, 2019 / 4:36 am

    Dearest Caz, I do hope you know that you need not worry about all of our blogs. Don’t let that anxiety trap try to get you entangled in unnecessary worry. You need to be concerned with you, getting well and staying well! Your support and comments are always incredible, but we’d rather have you! We will all be here when you return. 🙂

    My prayer is that all will go well for you during your procedure and once you have come home to rest up (as much as you need!!), that you will have some long awaited answers to what’s been going on for you.

    Please please, know that you are loved and are thought about! I’m so sorry you’ve been going through so much. That Murphy’s Law sometimes works in ways we never dreamed possible. 😲 You need a break. Take all the time you need.

    Sending you love, well wishes and lots of prayers. 🙏🏼 See you as soon as you feel ready. ♥ ~ Holly

  49. September 10, 2019 / 7:04 pm

    Hi Caz, Back home now so I can type on a proper keyboard and not poke helplessly at my phone keys. I mislaid – well lost – my pokey doobery that I need to hit the buttons while we were away!!
    Anyway, I’m not sure of your dates but hell it don’t matter because I’m gonna send buckets of love for every day you are away on your ‘enforced’ hols.
    Lie back and rest while they do what they do,
    Holler and scream when you need to,
    smile, cry, and laugh, whatever you feel
    Caz, it’s your life to heal,
    strut your stuff –
    but not in the buff –
    Caz, we’re all here for you.

    Please forgive me for that. 😉 Sometimes (often) my thoughts only come out in verse.
    Take care. Maz XXX

    • September 17, 2019 / 3:18 pm

      “strut your stuff –
      but not in the buff ” 😂Thanks for the chuckle!!
      I am so humbled, and deeply grateful for such lovely comments Maz, thank you from the bottom of my heart xx

  50. September 12, 2019 / 1:43 pm

    The mixture of travel as well as an op would get me so anxious and stress out too. But look at all these wonderful messages of support for you! Best wishes, Caz. xx

  51. September 12, 2019 / 6:54 pm

    Hope it went well. Hope you’re okay.

  52. September 22, 2019 / 12:55 am

    Sending healing thoughts and well wishes… Take good care of you!

  53. September 24, 2019 / 12:48 am

    Please don’t feel the need to reply. I just want to say have been thinking about you and sending gentle hugs xo

  54. September 30, 2019 / 11:42 pm

    I’m so sorry that you’ve had such a rough go lately! Will pray…wish I were closer and could offer some kind of other help…like driving or something. Hugs!

  55. October 2, 2019 / 10:39 pm

    Healing thoughts and best wishes for a speedy recovery and health to follow always. Keep your face to the sun.

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